Rhapsody of life

schemes

2010-10-12T22:45:00.004+08:00

So I've decided to keep this blog instead! But I will need to change my blogskin! :)

I've started working a few weeks ago, the people in the workplace is warm & friendly, moreover I have a friend working with me as well! So I can't really complain much, a few days ago as there was a lack of cashiers, my senior asked me to open up another cashier counter! To my surprise I actually enjoyed doing cashier more than shop assistance, as cashier's job is challenging & thrilling (you are not supposed to make ANY mistake as you are dealing with company's money)! I should appeal to my leader that I want to change my shift as cashier instead of sales assistance.

Just a video to share with you all that makes my day! Have a good day! :)

last episode

2010-10-03T11:51:00.001+08:00

This blog is getting too emotional! It's time to change a new blog soon!

stress

2010-09-30T11:45:00.001+08:00

He said I spent too much time worrying, trying so hard into doing something that I don't enjoy at all. That's right..

random photos

2010-09-19T00:03:00.002+08:00

Extremely random photos from the past months!

confession

2010-09-18T23:22:00.004+08:00

He told me that I have a very weak mind, I have to learn how to be strong willed. That's easy as said. I struggled, I fought, I hide. It's really painful at times. Sometimes I will compare myself to the less fortunate ones, of course I will feel better that way. But I can't help to compare myself with those that are more lucky ones, those without worries like me, those without burdens, those that have really close friends around when they are in need, those that just by posting on their problems on their Facebook can get theirs solved. These people are just all around me, how can I ever feel good about that? I've been bottling up for a while now. I've never told anyone my problems & I don't want to as well because I'm afraid. I'm afraid of the way they will judge me, afraid that I will lose more friends. I'm too insecure because I don't like the way it hurts. So I guess by not telling anyone about anything is the best solution after all.. Perhaps by typing them out will help me feel better, I guess. It's so tiring putting up an act in-front of everyone, it's tiring to pretend that you have no problems & worries at all. But deep down in me, I've been thinking solutions to my problems but to no avail.

How I wish I could go back to time, to the time when I'm still myself, the time when I've not stepped into that ----. It's pointless. I need a getaway, to leave this place. Somewhere without worries & problems, somewhere that I can getaway from them so I don't feel hurt. Don't worry I'm not referring to the heaven. I still have so much to accomplish..

patience limited

2010-09-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

I'm not gonna try any longer if you guys don't even bother.

emotionally depressed

2010-08-29T12:07:00.002+08:00

I always believe in Law of Attraction. What you are feeling now will attract the things that you want, so I'm always very positive in everything. But sometimes I couldn't help but feel negative. I'm very sensitive towards emotions, I really wish I could talk to someone about it but at the same time I don't wish this person would judge me, the only place is to by venting them in words. So here I'm..

i remember you..

2010-08-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

Great song that I've heard from Sandy's blog! :)

simple

2010-08-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

Simply love the way things are at the moment, just a little bit more to make them perfect. It won't be long though.

perhaps

2010-08-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

Perhaps she was right out of everything, but theres something she is wrong about.

It's forever.

sociology&psychology

2010-07-14T16:25:00.004+08:00

I must say, after attending Psychology & Sociology classes, it enlightens me a lot. Should I major in my current course or Psychology in the future? Hmmm.

updates

2010-06-30T21:57:00.004+08:00

Nope, I'm not dead yet. I have been busy designing an online shop! Well I've always wanted to do so but I never had the motivation to do it. But now I have an awesome partner to do with, so we have been really busy designing it. The only problems we are encountering now is, there are over thousands of similar online shops like us, how are we gonna earn much? If you have any suggestions, please tell me!

An update of my recent obsessions:

Glee.

I didn't really pay much attention to it in the beginning but Acht recommended it to me and one day I was really bored and decided to watch it. Then, I got addicted to it! It is a musical TV show that features "outcast" of the school and how they deal with the problems. It's really an awesome show, and High School Musical is nothing compare to Glee. Glee has a lot more strong singers than HSM has, and I mean A LOT.

Emma Watson.

Yes, that girl from Harry Potter. I was bored one day and decided to wikipedia her. I decided that she doesn't fit to be a normal human being. She scored straight A's for her exams while filming Harry Potter, which is totally impossible to me.

"in February 2010 was named as Hollywood's highest paid female star, having earned an estimated £19 million in 2009"

Yea, shes my new idol.

****

I was on facebook and I saw this person with a very special album, "365 project" which he posts one photo everyday for a year. I think that's really special, cause a picture tells a thousand words. Maybe I should start a project of that too!

holidayssss

2010-06-13T17:31:00.001+08:00

Only one week of term break is left. I've been exercising regularly! I'm gonna reach my goal soon!

love

2010-06-09T19:48:00.001+08:00

Two souls and one thought, two hearts and one pulse.

holidays

2010-06-07T19:40:00.001+08:00

So, my exams are over! I don't think I've done very well but oh well, I will work hard on my project! I have been exercising regularly for the past few weeks & I'm hoping to see a change in my body! Hopefully..

plans for upcoming 3weeks break

2010-05-31T22:11:00.003+08:00

First, I plan to throw all my unwanted books/ stuffs so I won't have problems looking for stuffs again. God I hate it when I can't look for something! Then, I want to start reading the books off my shelf. Most of them have been them for decades. I must start to exercise more to work on my body. Yes, you heard that, I always believed that I can achieve a perfect body without any efforts. But oh well! Lastly, my projects of course! If I have time after acomplishing all of the above, then I would like to get more books!

But on top of that, right now I have to study. Argggg.

muggy

2010-05-29T17:34:00.002+08:00

I've been studying quite hard for the past few days, I really need a big jump for my GPA. Although my Care Person told me its totally possible for me to get more than my desired GPA, I still have doubts with myself. I really made a huge mistake in my year one, I guess the only way for me now is to study VERY hard.

8days week

2010-05-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

It's such a busy week for me & I could hardly find time to study or relax at all. Next week I'm having quizzes and I completely have no confidence in scoring them. But at least I found my phone! One less stuff to worry about.. 34324792934723974932 more to go though.

tragedy

2010-05-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

I'm having the worst week ever in my life. Nothing is going right. Gosh, I need to wake up early tomorrow morning to get my phone from school. It must be there. I swear I heard a slight vibrating from the door edge when Claire was calling it. But it worries me when she told me she didn't hear anything. Shes probably deaf anyway. Oh well, I will be so dead meat if I lost my phone. I'm so freaking careless this week. A horrible week.

& I miss him so much.

cute monkey

2010-05-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Reminds me of...

you know its true

2010-05-11T19:00:00.006+08:00

At some points of life, you realize your existence is important to the people around you, that's when the value of yourself becomes higher. I have/ had been a part in many people's lives and I'm grateful to the people who had once been. The best thing I could ever give her is just laughters..

"Never frown, because you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile."

You never know when someone is depending on your laughters to live on..

Now you have Hakuna Matata! So what are you problems now?

baby by justin bieber COVEr

2010-05-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

Love this song!

dreadful class

2010-05-02T13:51:00.003+08:00

I certainly don't like my Sociology class. Not speaking that I'm all alone in that class, the lecture that I've went, I don't understand a thing at all! I miss my Psychology classmates! Not forgetting that the Psychology lecturer is so charming and charismatic.. I hope I will actually enjoy my next Sociology class..

I've asked my care person whether I can still increase my GPA in the next 2 years. Surprisingly, ha gave me a different answer than the rest of the people gave me. He told me that it's not a problem to get a GPA of 3 & above since I still have 2years of class. Well now I shall work hard!

mundane

2010-04-15T21:16:00.004+08:00

So, my school timetable is out, I'm just grateful that my Friday will be school-less but other than that, it's just blah plain & boring, except one lesson interests me. Software design. Now I hope that the next break will be just round the corner........

2010-04-07T14:18:00.005+08:00

To the few who swear I will never go anywhere, where are you now?

To all of you that know me, it is you that made up who am I today, whether you hate me or dislike me, you have played a part in my life. This is a song for you.

life

2010-04-05T16:17:00.004+08:00

Life, how do you define your life? Sometimes, I wish that I'm borned in a silverspoon family, so I will have whatever I want. But as I look at some rich family, they seem to have more problems than anyone else. I'm blessed to be borned in a proper family and be treated like a princess! How about you? Always be contented of what you have.

a visit

2010-03-09T16:56:00.004+08:00

So, Claire just left my house & very looking forward to come again tomorrow for her Gossip Girls. Grrr. She told me that she needs some company and Gossip Girls was her cure. Bah. I guess I have a lot more to work on with some personal stuffs, yes finally I have to face the reality. I hope it's not too hard for me... yet. Personally quality time to me is playing video games all alone at home at the moment..., till I find a better replacement.

l4d l4d

2010-03-01T11:54:00.004+08:00

I have a big craving of playing L4D right now! We were supposed to meet later & play L4D, but Huiwen can't make it ._.! Hopefully our plan is still going on later!

Recently I have a new craze! That's Super Junior! I have been watching all their videos on youtube! Well that's the good point about holidays! You can do whatever you want without worrying about anything~ But right now I'm worried about my exam results..

This video makes me fell in love with them!

delete the memories.

2010-02-26T21:46:00.006+08:00

A few days ago, I decided to do a spring cleaning for my computer. I deleted lots of photos & some of them remind me of him, if only I can delete the memories too.. I felt happy that I no longer feel as devastated as I used to be at a single thought of him, but the scar he left for me is still deep in my heart.

Today I went out with my friends to East Coast Park! I had such a fun time with them! It's a totally different feeling since the last time I was there with Secondary mates. Ah, those memories...

I just want to tell you that, being with you is the best thing I could ask for. I love you, m.

surprised kitty

2010-02-23T14:22:00.002+08:00

Something to make your day!

chapter III

2010-01-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

Finally, the busy week is over. Well, not really over, this is just a 'break'. I finally have time to blog. I had been busy doing my some other stuffs (and still am)! Alright here I'm to continue with Claire's story.

So Claire is now in a secondary school after she has been adapted to her american life. But of course, she still have to study business at the same time. Her secondary friends know that Claire is a very rich girl and has always 'borrow' money from her. Imagine when you are in secondary school, all you have to do is school/play/sleep, but thats not for her. Her life is school/business/work, she doesn't even have much time to sleep. Every morning I won't fail to ask how her many hours have she slept, her answer is always, 3hrs/ no sleep.

Of course you will be wondering what her parents are thinking, I do too. I think if Claire hasn't met her soulmate since young, she will be all alone and couldn't hold it this long. Her miserable life includes her nasty grandmother too. Ever since Claire has started working, her grandmother demands her to give her money every month, and on Claire's first bonus month, her grandma took all her money to buy a damn pendant (or something). Poor Claire cried on that day, she doesn't know why her grandma is doing this to her. Before Claire came home, her grandma told all the neighbours/ relatives/ everyone how mean Claire is towards her which is actually the other way round. Her grandma is doing this because Claire refuses to give her money, mind you, her parents gave her grandma much more than she need. Why the hell does she need so much money?

I admire Claire a lot, to be able to hold all these which for me, its too much to be ask for.

To be continued.... or not!

episode II

2010-01-12T16:37:00.002+08:00

I've decided to name my friend as Claire instead.

There is something that I've missed in the previous post. Since Claire has been studying about business since 5years old, she nearly has no childhood. A bad one I would say. Everytime when our friends talk about those common cartoons, she will go like, "What is that?" We used to mock at her and pitying her for not knowing this. Now I understood how she felt.

Well, after Claire withdrew from her school in the states, she went straight home back to Singapore, and her mum was very shocked to see her! Claire begged her mum to let her to stay in Singapore to study because she hates to be alone. Her mum agreed, so Claire went to a Secondary School and met friends who aren't very good to her at all.

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I have too many tasks atm and I can't concentrate writing about Claire! I will update this story asap!

Claire

2010-01-10T13:07:00.004+08:00

I remember very vividly that Claire left a very bad impression for me on the first day of school. But now we are hanging out with our usual cliques, but yesterday, she told me about her story which brought us even closer.

Before yesterday, I used to envy her because she has a very high income and allowence every month, and I mean very high! Finacial is never a problem to her that's my opinion, and she has gone overseas to study about business which makes me even envious of her! Her studies has been very good in the secondary school but why will she end up in this course? (My course is for those who has very average score). Her story will be revealed in a minute!

She is the eldest child/daughter in her family and her father owns a business and very logically, she is supposed to take over the company someday. Ever since she is 5years old, she has been starting to study about business, she has no choice. When she was in the kindergarden, one day when she went home from school, she realized her mum has packed all her stuffs and she told her she has to go to states immediately for studies, and she was just a child, she couldn't reject. Poor Claire has to live alone with her nanny everyday, and the states kids are really mean and bad always bullying her. Claire was a very nice and kind person and she trusts people easily and she always get cheated. Claire has to enjoy christmas and every other occasion all alone in the states, and her mum doesn't even want to visit her, who would like this kind of life?

When she was 8 years old, she met her soulmate. What Claire is really interested is interior design, so when she was still in states, she secretly signed up for the interior design class with her soulmate, that was the happiest moments of her life! But her mum found out about it, and she went to the states and cancelled off her course, and there she was living her life pathetically again. When she finished her business course, she immediately withdrawed from her school over there.

Okay I gotta stop here at the moment! I will continue with the story tomorrow!

PS: This is a true story that she told me about it.

boring

2010-01-04T18:30:00.002+08:00

Omg! It's the 2nd week of the semester already! I'm actually struggling to keep up with the school work sigh. My term test result wasn't what I expected at all! I guess I must really stop daydreaming in school.

Yes, this is a boring post.

mundane day

2010-01-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

Well well! I feel much better after ranting out, the solution is just simple afterall.

I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be

I decide things through my own instinct and feelings, and I do things the way that I'm supposed to be.

Anyway, I went out to watch Avatar 3D with some of my friends after hearing so much compliments for it! The producer has spent 400million on this movie and I wanted to know whats so great about it. Well it's a very high graphical movie with a good storyline. I wouldn't say it's a very fantastic movie but I would recommend it!

2010

2010-01-01T01:13:00.002+08:00

I didn't mean to post all those, I guess I let me my emotion got over me.

ectasy

2009-12-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

If I were to say I live on ectasy, I'd probably die. But my very brand of ectasy is him and he is just an ectasy to me. A painkiller, no more than that, the more you consume the more addicted you will get. I must keep my hands off you, dear K.

wonderful things

2009-12-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

I guess nothing I could do can reverse all these from happening now. If not for it, I guess my life would be so much better. Money is always the root of the problem. Perhaps, doing nothing about leads to the happier life, what's the point of pondering on it? Live on, and there are much more wonderful things you will be surprised of.

constructive.. or not

2009-12-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'm definitely do something constructive for this term break, as I've wasted my whole of my last semester break, I'm definitely gonna do something constructive. Staying at home sleeping is definitely not constructive.. Revising? Nah.. I want to relax! Well, time to tidy up the mess at home then! If I'm not so lazy........

25hrs

2009-12-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

I wish I had 25hours today. Today is such a stressful day. In the morning, I have to study for my Psychology test during my E-business class so I had to pay attention + looking out for teacher at the same time. In the afternoon I had to finish my E-business project & I had no time to study at all. Everything was so rush. Whats most disappointing is that the questions for my Psychology test are the ones which I have studied! But I've forgotten everything argggh! Oh gosh. Term test is next weeeeeeek! I need to stay away from the computer and study..

little did i know

2009-11-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

I just got my O level certificate yesterday, though I have graduated from my secondary school for exactly a year. Well I saw the testimonial from my teacher and I must say I'm very surprised of what she wrote. She surely had been observing me (everyone in class as well) very carefully. She described me just like the way I'm and I'm very touched by what she wrote. I had never been a significant figure in class, I never spoke much nor been very eagerly in participating any class' activites and for the fact that I had to travel for an hour to school everyday, little did I know that she actually bear this in mind and even wrote it in the testmonial. I guess I'll pay a visit to her sometime when I'm free.

I had a quiz today and argh, I'm so regretted that I didn't study for it! Instead I watched American Next Top Model last night. Sigh. I told myself that I have to work hard for this semester. But history is gonna repeat itself again.. I must cut down the time of playing DA since my account has expired I guess I shall take a break till my vacation.

2am.

2009-11-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

Its two a.m

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know its not easy.

Easy for me.

the truth

2009-11-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

Soo, I've told Kyle everything, how I felt for him and etcetc. At first I was sort of regretted that I actually told him the truth but now I actually felt relieved. At least I'm finally convinced of his true self being. Oh well.

It's a Sunday morning and this is the 4th week since I've asked him for a favor. But well till no avail, I really wish he could speed up and just get done with it. I don't wanna drag it for any further, I'm pretty sure he could do it with a snap of fingers. So what's holding him back?!

Now about school, these 4weeks have been a fruitful week, as I have been paying attention to lessons except for some lectures.. Oh well! There are quizzes this week and I must really study now! (Hopefully I will with DA running..)

argh

2009-11-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

use you I think I made a horrible mistake. Now I feel like digging a deep hole and just hide myself in. I actually told him what I felt a year ago.. Now I ruined everything. Oh jesus, did I make a mistake?

whisper hello, i miss you quite terribly.

2009-11-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

Actually not really, I don't really miss you at the moment as you are on my list of resposibilites and troubles. It's such a tiring day today which I have no idea cause my lessons aren't that much as compared to tomorrow. I'm jusy lying on bed atm listening to Taylor Swift's music. Her music just makes me feel comfortable.

Deju.

once in a blue moon

2009-11-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Once in a blue moon, I have this weird feeling, they call it 'emo' or having 'period' but yea who cares about the definition anyway. I always know the importance of having this person around but I have no idea why did I let him to make her disappeared in my life. Nothing I can do can resolve this except apologizes, or maybe, disappearing in your life would make you feel better.

I just want to live a simple life, why do people keep coming in to complicate my life? I wish I've never ever get involved in all these, perhaps my life would be simpler by now. All these mess that people created for me I certainly had enough and it's time to wipe them out. I would be almost completely free once it is done. I have no idea how long it takes, I just wish that it will be soon. I want to tell my manager very much all my thoughts but I know it won't be unfair for him. Oh well..

Sometimes, when you look carefully back in your life, think about the memories that some of the people created for you. Looking back now, where are they now? Have you completely erased them in your memory or just don't give a damn to them anymore? A simple 'how are you' can very much change a person's day. You can start by scrolling down your contact list, sometimes you will even get a surprise reply or maybe 'im not so fine'. That's what I'm going to reply if you are going to do that!

serenity

2009-11-02T16:59:00.000+08:00

Happiness means

The serenity
Of the mind.

How I wish I could achieve the serenity of the mind, everyday there are so many stuffs I have trouble in settling them or forgetting them. I wish I could wipe off those unwanted memories and have a new fresh page. Sigh.

I went to halloween event in the theme park last Saturday! It wasn't as fun as I expected but oh well, gathering with my primary school friends is pretty fun. Here are some photos of the 'zombies'!

ladybug

2009-10-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

You are my worst nightmare of all.. You once is my best of everything, now it turns to a completely nightmare.

blah

2009-10-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

I'm having a 4hrs break before my Psychology lesson starts, so I came home for dinner and chilled for a little! My school isn't very far away from my house so I can come back and forth very conveniently! I'm very looking forward to my Psychology class!

Sometimes, when I look like you, I feel that you are more fortunate than me.

random rantings

2009-10-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

I was surfing net afew mins ago, and I unconsciously went into his myspace profile. It has been more than a year and I can't believe he is still somewhere in my mind. They say, the best way to forget a certain someone is to get into another relationship, or get yourself busy. But it doesn't seems to work very well for me. From then on.., I tell myself not to let anyone else to intrude into my mind anymore. But well, I guess my "firewall" isn't functioning very well. Over and over again, these misery's keep coming back to haunt me. The very clueless and helpless me just have to bury all these over and over again. Why can't they just disappear from my life?

~~If this is what you want to see out of what you did to me, congratutlations to you that you've achieved it.~~

Everything will be okay! As for now..

first chapter

2009-10-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

The first week of school has passed, its a pretty useful week for me. There are more classes than the previous semester and more projects obviously. I'm starting to get back on the track with my life, almost free of my resposbilities and stuffs. I must really work hard this semester as I've promised!

My first psychology was great! I thought I would be alone in the class as I don't know anyone who would be in the same class, but I made afew good friends right when I entered the class! The teacher is pretty funny too! I'm totally in love with psychology even more! I've heard comments from some people that, psychology teachers are usually pretty weird, and if she is a horrible teacher, you will be pretty much gone! Luckily I have a pretty good teacher, well I think.

Yesterday I went to have steamboat with some of my classmates. It has been some time since I had steamboat! Heh, it was pretty fun to hang out with them! After that we did a lil shopping and went home! I must really bring more money for shopping next time, or rather I should earn more money..

the mudane life

2009-10-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

I just finished my homework! Hooary! School has started for me and things are starting to pick up. Lessons are not so bad so far and I'm looking forward to tomorrow's first Psychology lesson! Wonder if I will see any familiar faces in my class hum..

I watched Hotel for Dogs afew hours ago, and it's really a good movie for pet lovers! I cried for this movie too. Must watch it!

psychological effects of computer

2009-10-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

When people think of addictions, no one ever thinks of computer addiction to actually be common. Feelings that are common when addicts are at the computer are a sense of euphoria or well-being. For example lying to employers, and family members about their hours spent at the computer and also denying they have a problem. They end up having a constant craving for more time at the computer, and this is where one can identify an addiction. Along with addiction comes a need to cover up their secret and computer addicts often lie to those around them. More and more people will experience the physical, social, and psychological effects of computer addiction but, thankfully, like other addictions, this condition is treatable. All of these physical effects can be linked to computer addiction. After a certain amount of time, they lose their conversation skills completely. tunnel syndrome, and vision complications are some eye problems caused by over use of a computer. They are often moved to the very bottom of the computer addict's list of priorities.

I know this is long, but this is very useful if you are one who spend long hours infront of a computer, like me. I really need to kick off this habit and start to read my books instead. If you want to find out more, click here.

a time machine

2009-10-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

A time machine, who doesn't want it? Well in 2days, school is gonna start! Well actually I can't wait for it to start. I'm sort of excited but at the same time regretted the way I spent my 2months holidays. I could've took a trip back to Hong Kong or Australia! But I stayed at home for almost the entire holidays. Sigh! Oh well. That's what they say, 'We will only cherish when its gone'.

For the past few hours, I had been packing my school's stuffs and did lots of thinking. I realized I spent so much money on stuffs that I don't need and I feel bad for my parents. They worked so hard for me and my brother and yet we just kept throwing their water into the drain without contributing. At least I realized this sooner, but as for my bro, I doubt so.

So my cousin came to sg few days ago and suddenly how I wish he is actually my bro instead. Ha. He is much more sensible and responsible than my bro. But oh well, this is all God's planning. At least thats what they say!

I need a part time job!

happy!

2009-10-15T13:32:00.001+08:00

OMG! Today I checked my new timetable for school in the morning, and AHHHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY! I got psychology for my CDS! I've been always wanting to get into the course! But my O's result was horrible so I couldn't get in the course in my school. I will really work hard this semester! Especially for my new CDS subject! Heehee

My new timetable isn't as relaxing as my previous semester though! But who cares! I'm studying something that I like!

6more days

2009-10-13T13:22:00.000+08:00

6more days till school reopen! Well, I'm gonna go for a job interview in awhile. I hope that my new school timetable is as relax as my previous one! I sort of can't wait for school to start, maybe when I get busy I will tend to forget about certain stuffs.

Recently, I started watching gossip girls as I get really bored at home. It's all about high school drama, good for killing time too.

confusion

2009-10-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ah, I'm so tired! Today I met up with my primary school's best friends! It's such a fruitful day! It's really nice to meet up with them and do some catching up. We chatted a lot and it really feel good to have them around. How I wish I still live in the west so I don't have to be so far away with all my friends!

I really do feel tired.. Is this the way of how you love and care for someone? If it is so, I'd rather not have it.

Moving on to the next mile of life.

the confession

2009-10-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

Well, I don't know whats gonna happen now, but I'm really sick of living in fear. Fear of doing things that would make you mad, which that includes playing pictionary with some friends. Maybe, your 5years relationship -friend- would be able to stand all these afterall. I guess I'm just gonna give you up. Perhaps, I should've done this ages ago.

ahh

2009-10-05T14:36:00.000+08:00

Today I'm gonna make sushi! But I'm in need of seaweed! Sigh, I should've tagged along with my uncle's car when my parents went to work, now it's raining! Please stop raining so I can go out and buy seaweed!

Here are some of the pictures of the sushi I made for the previous times :D

Heehee, making sushi is pretty fun and easy! I just looked up the recipe online and started making on my own!

results

2009-10-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

Sooooooo, I passed my exams! Hooary! Muhahahah! Well I will not let this mistake happens again! What really happens is that, I actually missed my first Engineering Fundamental exams! Yea.. I'm just so blur and I didn't even know when was my exams, and I have to take the supplementary paper. Well, supplementary exams is nothing, you know. But you gotta know what happened on the day of my supplementary exams!

On that day, I left my house at like 1410? (Exams starts at 1430) School is 15mins away from my house anyway. I was walking to the bus-stop and on halfway, I realized I didn't bring my cellphone! I was on the way back home to take it but on the other hand I was thinking I won't need it for exams anyway.. So I walked back to the busstop. Then~ I reached the classroom! As I was taking my stationery out for the exam, I realized I forgot to bring my calculator! Holy dang, sooooo I have to calculate everything without calculator, mind you, they are all big figures. But in the end, I still passed it!

Well, if I had my calculator and I didn't miss my exams, I guess my GPA will be much higher. And no, I'm not gonna tell you guys my GPA! :)

exam results

2009-10-01T11:28:00.000+08:00

Oh, I'm getting my result today! Argh! I'm so nervous! I'm afraid that I will have to repeat. But I have to stay positive! I will pass for sure I will pass for sure..! I swear that I will study hard next semester! Let me pass!

Oh well, I must relaxxxxxxxxxx, like the song by Mika which you can hear at the left hand side!

new blog skin

2009-09-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Alright, so I have finished editing my blog's HTML and stuffs. This blogskin is simple and nice! I've put the links that I used to go under the links section! I'm in need of a job! I want to be a tutor heehee! But it's hard to find someone that will actually hire me as my academic result for O's is not very good :S! Have a good day!

Sean drew me that on MSN ages ago! It's so cute so I saved it! :D

memories

2009-09-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

Ah, I had a very good dream last night. I dreamt of my secondary's best friends hanging out together in the library. Ahh.. That's such a good time! I missed so much! Perhaps it's time to meet up soon!

moved again

2009-09-26T15:55:00.000+08:00

I guess blogger is more suitable for me, because I can edit the template's HTML. Sorry for the trouble guys!

:o

2009-08-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

i love mac donalds.. :3